We are only known as subject group 4107AG. We were raised in a lab. Not here though. We were raised by a scientist looking to create a new race of human and become famous for his accomplishment where everyone would be so excited they would ignore the horrifying things he'd done in the name of science and of progress. I never knew we were any different from anyone else my entire life. We all look relatively alike. Hair, nose, eyes, ears, chin and mouth. We don't look like monsters. Our creator said it was something in our DNA. Whatever that means.
No one knows his name, or who he is for that matter. If I could just remember his name... It's on the tip of my tongue like an annoying song lyric that hides in the back of your mind behind stacks of file cabinets. Maybe if I could tell them his name, the torture would stop. Maybe they would give us a humane death. Something with dignity. Maybe if they had souls they would. I believe they surgically removed those with the same surgical steel tools they us on us every day, it must have been a necessity when coming into this line of work.
We are being held by a secret government organization. After we were captured from the fugitive scientist just days ago, days that feel like years in this all too clean cell. Like a house with children that is spotless without a single toy on the floor, meant to be welcoming while just slightly eerie. They came in like a flash, with guns being waved around like a dancer's scarf. They gathered us up as if we were cattle, killing several of my inmates without so much as a twitch. Then they brought us to this god forsaken place. Not even the devil would be caught dead here. Every day they ask us for the name of the scientist that created us. None of us can answer because he wiped our memory of him before he left. He knew they were coming and he left us clinging to each other like scared rats. They have tried every method I didn't even know could possibly resurface your memory... Electric chairs, the feeling of drowning, cutting our skin down to the bone, injections of blue liquid, it's all become one molded nightmare that we cannot differentiate. Many of us have gone into shock, refusing to speak, except for the screams at night that keep the rest of us awake
Morning however, brought a new aspect to the table.
Instead of the normal torture chamber they usually take you to, instead you are sent outside, where no one has seen since you were brought here. Something about being closer than the others to remembering. You are taken outside where you meet your handler. A tall dark haired broad shouldered man with thick facial hair and soft eyes contrasting with the black clothing he wears.
The guards leave you with this 'handler', walking back inside the cold cement building. You take a look around at this outside world. So new, and unfamiliar. So free compared to the lab walls you knew before this torture. The wind blows past your neck and you flinch from the unexpected experience, surprised that it does not hurt. The ground is not hard and cold, it is soft, and green. There are no walls, only a long unending fence. Past it you can see nothingness. Open dry land. It looks so welcoming, if you could only reach it. You could run for miles and not find another wall that could confine you any longer.
The handler crosses his arms still staring down at you, this gives you the opportunity to take note of his heavy biceps. Do not let him get a hold of you. Keep at least an arm's length apart. You slowly take a step back. The handler breaks his closed off stance to jump into an prepared fighting motion, letting his arms fall to his side, bringing his dominant right foot one step in your direction and his eyes watching your every movement waiting for a cue to take you down to the ground. His muscles twitching from tension.
You simply grin at him. "Relax." You say as you take another step, turning away from him. How close can you get to the fence before he drags you back? With each new guard, there are new boundaries. Those boundaries need to be found, poked, tested, so that you can find a better understanding of how each individual will react. Some guards will pounce on you for looking at them directly. Others will turn a blind eye if you steal an apple from one of the other guards that they don't like. This process of finding boundaries is crucial in being held captive. Without this understanding, you will either find yourself constantly jumping at your own shadow, or if you are the rebellious type, in solitary confinement your entire captivity. Their mistake was only assigning one man to hold you. One human being has weaknesses, and without another person to balance out those weaknesses, it just may be your escape. Your creator may have subjected you to this fate, but he gave you a gift that could get you out. Maybe that was his plan all along...
Skipping ahead six months, you've now learned a lot of boundaries. You know exactly what blat of grass is too far, and your handler knows you won't step over it. You pretend to be content with your fate. Whether that act is for your captives or yourself, you cannot tell.
"The days are getting shorter" Your handler half mumbles.
You look up at the sun getting closer to the horizon, like a child's eyes slowly fading as they fall into a deep sleep. You know also that your days are being cut short. You find yourself losing time, waking up with scars that you don't remember. Your head always pounds and aches. It won't be much longer now. Everything will go dark. The whispers in your head say it starts out as a sweet smell, lilac scent even, right before you fall asleep. And all the pain goes away, the scars and tortured memories fade all at once. You feel ready to rest, to rest for a very long time. Unaware of the troubles this world has brought-
You are suddenly awakened into reality, your eyes clear instantly. What was that sound? It is unfamiliar. A closing door? You hear a voice, a sweet, young voice that speaks with a cheerful bounce with every word. It is the most beautiful music you have ever heard. For once a voice that is not cold and maniacal.
Your handler gets suspicious, and tells you to wait here. But as he fades out of sight you can't help but want to follow the voice. Blindly you stumble across the grass towards the sound. You can almost hear the words but you can't quite make them out, you get closer until they become clearer. "-porting on your facility, they say it's quite an operation and the people would like to see what it is you are working on."
"We're not open for tours." The cold voice of one of the scientists say harshly.
"Well can you at least tell me about your work here?" She pleaded innocently tilting her head with a smile.
"No. Go home, we're not a science museum." He said as a final warning. He turned his head to your handler, "Please escort this young lady back to her vehicle." He said waving his hand.
"I will be perfectly fine on my own, thank you sirs." She broke in, her smile turning more sarcastic now, before she turned on her heel and strode away with her skirt flowing in the chill breeze.
The two men suspiciously watch her for a moment before walking back in, mumbling to each other about what to do to avoid further incident. In the same moment that the door closes behind them, the woman looks over her shoulder at you through the fence. Her eyes widen and you stare confused as your eyes squint and you shift from one side to the other trying to understand this interaction.
Her pace quickens slightly and you feel she must be so horrified by your appearance that she cannot stand to look at you more than a few seconds. Then your curiosity spikes as you watch her open the trunk of her tan car fumbling through cases looking for something fifteen yards away. She eventually pulls out a long handled tool with sharp edges that seem to be for cutting stout things, branches maybe. She then comes hastily towards you, and you begin to understand what she is trying to do, except this will do no more than end your lives even sooner than fate had planned. She comes up to the fence, looking over her shoulder, before she uses her long handled tool to cut through the fence. You begin to panic, you are ready to die but she doesn't have to, if she did not follow through with this decision.
It all happens so fast you can barely blink, you are pushed into the trunk of the car before it is shut closed and you are again in darkness. Only hearing the sound of sirens as the engine starts and your body jumps from the sudden motion of the vehicle.
You are out of the cell, but this is only the beginning of your escape.